For some reason or another, I always end up depressed after the examinations. This time round though, retail theraphy did little alleviate the situation. And it doesn't help either that I can't seem to get through to anyone. I don't know, it hurts to know that I have to fix an appointment just to make a call, and then not get through for that matter. I am drowning in my own emotions after shutting everything out for the past month. I want to dig a hole in the ground and hide. Where is everyone when I need them?