I think I'm done with my organic chemistry revision, after ploughing through my notes for the most of today and yesterday. I think. Damn, I dread this sense of insecurity. I ought to know if I'm done with something, if I've done my revision thoroughly, if I'm confident of aceing the topic. But in reality I don't. Each time I think I'm done with some of my revision, and try to go through some of the past years' questions, it ends up as yet another mad frenzy of flipping through my notes again. It doesn't help either that my study looks as if it's been through a paper blast. Everytime I try to get up from my desk and make my way out of the room, I'm bound to trip over some file hidden by my notes that are strewn all over the ground. I need more paper weights. I've gotten my hands on almost everything I could but there just aren't enough weights to keep my papers from being blown around by the wind. I could have just taken time off to file them up, though it probably wouldn't make a difference. A couple of days is all it takes for me to mess up again.
In any case, I am so utterly disorganised now that I am in desperate need of a secretary. There are tons to tidy, schedules to construct, talks to attend and decisions to make. And I thought that I'd have a whole lot of time on my hands now that the judo season is over. ARGHHHH!!!!