Ximending, Taipei
25thMay 2005
The Maiden
Medical undergraduate Stubborn, whimsical and perpetually in a state of daydream.

Loves and Desires
The rain, the sea and the cliffs
Shopping for pretty things
Be a good doctor

Pet-Peeves
Cats
Enclosed areas
Screaming people



Autobiography
Light is a many splendored thing
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Guestbook

Dirty Laundry
2S03M
Alvin
Barry
Chingsian
ChiuWeng
Denyse
Genghis
Gerald
Gwenda
Huimin
Huishan
Jessica
Jianfu
JingJing
Joanna
Judo girls
KahSuan
KhengChuan
MC
Mr M
Natalie
Qiumei
Raymond
Sharon
Shawn
Tie Han
Wang
Wenshan
Wenyang
Xiaoke
Xinyi
Yucai


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Other Vindications
ART
Browntown
Buttermilk
Oikono
OneLittleTwit

Now playing
La Vie En Rose
By Louis Armstrong




  
Friday, July 25, 2003

I abhor the turns my life is taking. The betrayals, the interconnection of my life with the lives of others, the false hopes and the cover-up of my true emotions are not easy to cope with. I hate being made used of, being betrayed and being doubted of my capabilities. Why give me false hopes and aspirations when things are never meant to be? Why make use of my abilities when they were never convinced that I was good enough to make it to the end? Why connect my life with so many others that every move they make affects me one way or another? Why wasn't I given absolute control over my fate and future? Why let others show me the easy way out of life when ultimately what they do creates much more trouble and sorrow? No one should have the right to rule me like the way they do now. I want my own life, devoid of all sorrow, stress and anger. I just want to be happy, before my hatred for the world gets beyond control.

The maiden spoke at 10:06 PM

 
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