Skipped training on Wednesday. I was absolutely drained, just wanted to get home after school, take a nap and prepare for SATS. The enthusiasm I once had is no longer in existance. No longer the urge to get stronger, no longer the urge to thrash my opponent. Instead, I've learnt to keep myself busy with the mundane things of life. Trying to get enough sleep every night, listening during lectures, finishing my tutorials. I wonder what's happening to me. This being an important year? Or is it just me trying to block a certain person out of my life?
Visited Amanda's blog not too long ago. She wrote about the yr ones who came down to training. Here's what her blog says:
"yesterday was the j1 girls' first day at judo. man are they tough. one of them asked me if our gis came in different colours, like pink with flowers? well no, sadly we are all out of the pink with flowers, would you like the blue with butterflies instead? and they keep giggling and screaming and gasping."
Goodness gracious!!! Pink gis? They should just ask for yellow clown suits with purple pokka dots. Silly creatures, I certainly don't look forward to seeing them. Think I shall thrash them, thrash those who flirt, thrash those who ask for pink gis, thrash those who start giggling at every minute thing. I'm getting an adrenaline rush just thinking about that.
In any case, I shall attempt to sleep early today. SATS' tomorrow. Hope I do well in it.