I saw him online again last night and felt this certain sense of nostalgia wash over me. Perhaps it would be best if I were never to see anything that would remind me of him. Yet there was this certain urge in me, to click on his name and say hi, to tell him to take care, to listen to all his sweet nothings. It has been a long time since we last chatted, and the fact of how much I miss hearing his voice resurfaces. How I wish I could love him, to just fall totally into love and let myself go.